oh okay not calling out of work because jeff is the manager right now. well fuck, time to stock up on supplies to get me through this going to be terrible night at work.
i get to watch the cutest puppy three days a week. so. fucking. awesome.
also debating calling out of work because I feel like shittt. ):
hellz yeah getting $50 for letting out and playing with my neighbor’s puppy 3x a week. Basically have free reign of the dog and can bring her over to play with tanner whenever I want. so excited!
Lets just pretend this really isn’t awkward right now…
i hate these up and down moods. I’ve been fine all day without you, but it’s our normal time to talk right now and I’m really missing you.
time for me to go to bed. i’ve lost someone in my life I really care about and i’ve found the only way to keep that from hurting too much I need to keep myself busy, and since i’m falling asleep now might as well sleep to avoid thinking.
i am so so so thankful my horses are okay. today, some asshole came into my yard while no one was home and took the two chains off the gate and they were free. I managed to come home within 5-10 minutes of them being free (or so I’m guessing). My boyfriend jumped out of the car and went running to grab their halters and lead ropes while I parked my car and hurried to keep an eye on them. It took us about 20 minutes of following them around my neighborhood and trying to get them from running off. I knew if we could get Rudy, we wouldn’t even need to have a halter on Lyric to get her back home because she would follow him wherever he went. They finally ended up in my neighbors yard where there were fences/woods on three sides and my boyfriend and I managed to grab Rudy. We then got ahold of Lyric and walked them back to my house.
There is no other way they could’ve gotten out. Two chains on the gate that were not broken and absolutely IMPOSSIBLE for the horses to remove. Not to mention my dad put the latch on the gate in a spot where it would be nearly impossible for them to open. No one saw anything, or anyone walking away. Our guess is it was one of the kids in the neighborhood coming home from school, or the town workers who were there when my boyfriend dropped my dog back off at home and then left again. Either way, whoever it is, if I ever find out I’m going to make them wish they NEVER messed with me.
Both horses are fine. Not even a minor cut or bruise, but I did give Lyric some bute in her dinner tonight because she’s pretty sensitive and I think being on the pavement will make her a little sore.
so hug your horses guys.
so i’ve come to the conclusion that being nice to people seems to give them a reason to fuck me over and be a complete dick to me. so i think i’m just gunna stop, because work is going to be insanely awkward tomorrow and now I feel like I don’t have a group of friends at work anymore anyways so screw it. it’s all my fault anyways, right?